Matthew Dean Hagan

I remember when my sister Pauline died. She was only 15, and the best of the 4 of us kids. The baby of the house. She was so beautiful! I thought that was the worst thing I could ever have to go through! Boy was I ever wrong! Burying your own child is much worse! I don't know how  my mother survived! I don't know how I even survived for this long now! Children are supposed to bury their parents, not the other way around! But, I trust that the Lord knows what HE is doing! Cause I sure don't! I miss my sister and my son so much! I never dreamed I would ever see the day that I had to bury my son, just like my mother never thought she would ever bury her daughter....Thank God for mother's...If not for mine, I would have never made it...Her experience made me through, Her and the grace of God.... Unfortunately, the heart will NEVER heal! I love and miss you so much Matt! Till we meet again...I love you for all eternity...

MOM

I remember when you were smaller, We always had so much fun, Me, you, and your brother. It was always just us 3. We only had each other. I would never change a minute of it. I loved you for who you were and always will be. I remember you giving all of our food away, "because the neighbors were hungry" is what I was told when I came home from work. I knew you were always generous, and giving. wanting to help every one you could. You changed a lot of lives by being the way you were. I love you and miss you so much. Always keep me close to you. Let me feel your sweet breath on my face once in a while. Let me know you are here to watch over us all. Love you forever and a day Love MOM

I miss having you around Matt, you could always make me smile. You always had to make sure your appearance was just perfect. All the girls were after you. You were and still are so loved, and missed by all who met you! I know I will see you again one day. Being an organ donor made alot of other people happy, Our time of the deepest kind of sorrow I will ever know, Others were joyful, all the lives you saved. Thank you for being so generous. I love you Matt, Today Tomorrow, And forever! Love always MOM

WE NEVER KNOW WHY GOD CALLS ON US,BUT WE ARE TO NEVER QUESTION. HE NEEDED YOU SO SOON FOR A REASON. WE HAD 17 YEARS OF MEMORIES TO CHERISH FOREVER. YOU ARE TO GET A PLACE READY FOR THE REST OF US TO JOIN YOU AND ALL OF OUR OTHER LOVED ONES. YOU ARE IN THE BEST PLACE EVER. LOVE YOU ALWAYS, AUNT MARGIE

It seems only the best are taken from us. I wish I knew the answers to why we lose what means the most to us. I take comfort that my daughter is in a better place and has the peace with can not imagine yet but some day will also know. I only know heaven is a better place having my sweet daughter there. I pray for all the mother who have gone through the pain we have, some day we will all be joined again. May God Give you peace Tammy Bastin www brittney-shoap.last-memories.com

 

I think of you every day. I can't go one day without you on my mind...and I never want to. I miss you. I do want you back, but I would never ask you to leave heaven. I know you have the heavens to roam now instead of a small back yard. I just hope I can do you justice with the garden I am planning for you! I hope you like it, and I hope you like the flowers that I pick out for you. I will always love you and miss you. Think of me often and keep me a place reserved next to you so that when we meet again, you can introduce me to Jesus in person! Love forever and a day, MOM